When Not Writing is Writing
Writing stalled last week, but that doesn't mean
I'm not creating. As a writer I'm a bit like mushrooms: Under the correct
conditions I will fruit all at once, but mostly I'm working away underground
and out of sight.
For me, creative energy is cyclical, sometimes
introverted and sometimes extroverted. So even if I'm not working actively on
my projects every day, I'm still thinking about them. The word has to be
thought before it is written.
Although the editing of my second book is
excruciatingly slow at the moment, I have been journaling daily - sometimes
several times daily. My writing hand and my writing voice are still being
exercised in private.
When a fork appears in the road it can be
necessary to stop and review. I had been preparing to commence writing a new
non-fiction book, but there's a novel in my head that won't leave me alone. I have a short draft, but it needs proper planning and rewriting. This
is a different style of writing for me that requires a different set of skills and state of consciousness.
So my apparent standstill is simply a review.
But rarely am I comfortable with these
lulls in creative output and decisions often leave me stricken for a while. My struggle with PTSD makes everything such a drama! Meditation has helped me to move through this
underground work. Having a set of meditation practices created just for me, really helps me to
manage my consciousness. This week I put a short rescue meditation into practice based on the
elemental power of fire.
1.
Visualise a problem or intrusive thought
2.
Visualise that thought wrapped in a bubble
3.
Send that bubble toward the
Sun
4.
Visualise the bubble entering the Sun and disappearing
5.
Feel the warmth of the Sun
on your solar plexus energy centre, below the sternum and above the navel
6.
Repeat as often as
necessary
Eventually this technique takes only a second to
perform. It is simple and immediate – as quick as a thought. It is suitable for
the most fractured attention span. The discipline is in remembering to repeat
the exercise. When I remember, it works.
The primary quality of the element of
fire is the power to transform. By using this archetypal energy we are tapping
into our personal alchemical abilities. These powers are known to every system
of thought, including scientific. I'll be expanding on meditation much more in the
future. It is the topic of my second book.
So my plan for the coming week is to emerge from
underground and channel the erupting energy into editing. I also need to pull
out a new notebook and start planning how to bring my new novel together.
May we remember to greet the Sun.
Leanne Margaret.
P.S. I wrote this blog in Word due to problems with saving in Blogger. Upon pasting back into Blogger, I ended up with some confused formatting. But my perfectionist side is tired. 😴
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